Friday, April 8, 2011

I Admit

Are you afraid?
Afraid of spiders?
Afraid of the dark?
Afraid of heights?

What about imperfection?
What about failure?
What about incompetence?
Are you afraid of these?

I am

Afraid of knowing that I'm not good enough,
Afraid of knowing that I'll never be good enough,
Afraid of always being second best.

Doubt,
In confidence,
Self loathing,
Been there,
Done that.  

I'm scared, 
I'm lost, 
Help me find my way out, 
Help me get out of my own head. 

Help.

'Defeat never comes to any man until he admits it.'
I admit.