Oh my,
I felt my heart crack a little,
As I read your words,
Do you really think that?
Do you?
What kind of impossible fantasy have I been living?
The one where after all this is over,
You and I can be,
How pretentious of me,
To think you still feel as I do.
I feel this dull tugging pain,
It surrounds my body,
Its in the music I hear,
In the food I taste,
It wont leave me be.
I understand though,
I broke it the first time,
I don't deserve you,
But that doesn't make me want you any less.
I need to forget you,
But there are too many good memories,
They haunt my dreams,
They keep me awake at night.
I shouldn't have let this happen again...
