Thursday, February 23, 2017

And in the flurry of all these men, 
I think I lost a bit of myself, 
And I discovered a little about myself too. 

Turns out I'm not that much of an Ice Queen, 
This is both good and bad, 
It has reinforced my fear of commitment, 
And uncovered an extreme vulnerability that I forgot I'd buried a long time ago, 
This is bad. Only bad, I think.  

I've discovered what I like & what I dislike, 
I've been exposed to all types of characters, 
And almost all have shocked me. 

There's a running theme through this whole experience,
And I refuse to accept it - Everyone be damned, 
Rules and principles shall be upheld to the exclusion of fuck boys, 
Notwithstanding any amount of ache & late night loneliness, 
And you'll be a better person for it.