Have you ever had the need to feel something so intensely & so deeply that you are physically hurt?   

Haven't you ever felt the need to cling on to something that destroys you. 

It latches on to you and its enchanting allurement is that the source of your pain emanates not from it, but from you.  

It consumes your senses. It gets in your blood, it quickens your pulse, it takes over your mind. Suddenly you’re submerged & the thought of clear blue water rushing into your lungs doesn't seem like the worst thing anymore. 

You can experience nothing else and sometimes you feel as though you’ll never need to anyway. 

Such an exquisite form of self-destruction don’t you think