The SPM Song


This song truly explains how I feel about MY SPM. I wont give up and I wont let other people tell me I cant do it. The song's actual name is 'Defying Gravity' by Glee. Enjoy :D

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game

Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
'cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost

Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
Bring me down!



If I Survive Next Week, I'll Blog

Oh no..... Exams are next week..... I'm screwed, like literally screwed. I have studied (if you count studying, ONE WEEK before the exam, then yes.... i have). Oh God..... The amount of work I did was so minuscule and in such a rush.... I think for Bio, Chem, Physics Eng, and BM i should be alright. But for my favourite subjects like Moral, Sejarah and the most wonderful ADD Maths, I'm screwed. The amount of work that I know for Add Maths is so LITTLE, that I'd just screw the paper.....haiz

Anyway, moving on, the SPM results came out this week and I was assigned to 5E, first class of Arts Stream. It was not bad, although it would have been more exciting to get a higher class. At about 10.30am they came rushing in. The first fella who sat down at 5E got about 7A's I think. Not bad, but that wouldn't cut it if it was me. If I even got one B, Id never forgive myself and Id regret forEVER. (God, I sound like such a nerd XD). The ex-students looked great.... I saw these girls who used to BUG MY LIFE cause they didn't complete physical and I met this guy who was very very nice to me but never pulled down his sleeves.... He has orange hair now..... I met my old seniors, Michelle, Pui Li, Rachel, Yap.... BUT, the best thing about this had to be skipping Chem and Bio.

Also, seeing all these people and their results gave me SEMANGAT to study and get my grades... I want to be one of those people jumping up and down and running around like some spastic child.....and If I DO cry, its cause I got 10A+....... Oh and I also want my darling to do well too.....You see, my darling wants to be a doctor, so we both have to do very very well. I know she can do it. That one is much more hardworking than I am... You cant imagine the amount of work and effort she put into maths last year... (unfortunately, maths is her weak subject)... The work paid off, my darling got A for maths. :D She told me that when OUR SPM comes out, I have to push her in a wheelchair, she'll faint at pintu depan....lol....

So, wish me luck for next week's exam.... If I survive, I'll BLOG. :D

Michael Buble - Stardust (with Naturally 7)

Before I go on, you must understand something... I LOVE MICHAEL BUBLE. I absolutely ADORE HIM. There's just something about his voice, he's so suave and he KNOWS what real music is. He can sing LIVE, as well as his studio albums and NOT many artists today can pull that off. I would NOT say that he's as good as Frank Sinatra. NO ONE IS. But he's pretty damn close. 

I love this song. Its so soothing and so calming. The part I love the MOST is the starting. From 0.00 to 0.18. Naturally 7 start off all together in harmony then they break out into different voices at 0.08. THEN, out of NOWHERE, Michael Buble comes in at 0.15. The first time I heard it, I loved Michael Buble even more (if thats possible). At 0.15, he sounded so much like Sinatra (not quite Sinatra, but so so much alike).....

Doesnt HE make you melt?
:D

Michael's Medley

Oh, I'm so glad that you came,
You reignited my love for it once again,
A love I never thought existed,
Whenever I hear you,
Its Some Kind of Wonderful,
I love it when we Sway,
Fly Me to the Moon darling,
And we'll Moondance till the End of May.

Lets just get Lost,
Beneath the stars,
Hold On to my hand,
and For Once in My Life,
I wont let go.

Darling,
If You Don't Know Me by now,
I'll Never Smile Again,
I could only Wish You Love,
But know,
You're Always on My Mind.

Before the night is over,
Wont you Save the Last Dance for Me,
Cause Baby You've Got What it Takes,
We've got love, love, love, love, Crazy Love,
Even Mack the Knife couldn't keep us apart.

Can you feel that Summer Wind?
That's All I could need tonight,
We've got that Crazy Thing Called Love.

Please don't Call Me Irresponsible,
I could never bear the thought,
Just Come Fly With Me,
Lest I'd Cry you a River.

I think Ive got a Fever,
I dunno,
Its Feeling Good.

Oh I'm so glad you came,
But I'm so sad you're gone.
Its alright Love,
I'll be alright.

-An idea put on paper when the power went out- :D

When Malas-ness Takes Control

Oh Wow.... Two postings in two days, I'm on a roll. I was just sitting around thinking about the meaning of life (Yeah RIGHT) when I decided to blog. I am feeling an immense amount of G.U.I.L.T. as I sit here and type about my crap for the world to see. I am SUPPOSED to be doing some work (you know studying and revising for that CRAPPY exam coming up) but I'm here, typing. Its not a very good feeling. I just feel so MALAS!!   I have absolutely NO MOOD to do ANY studying at all, in my life, EVER AGAIN. *DIE*

......I get that feeling of impending doom whenever something like this happens. I already told Mummy that I'd let the sinking ships sink and save the others. (and by sinking ship I mean ADD MATHS, SEJARAH and my favourite MORAL).... But I cant even focus on the ships that I'm supposed to save (i.e. Bio, Chem, Phys, Eng, BM, and Modern Maths)! That's like SIX A's...

a : And HONESTLY, who EVER gets 6A's for the FIRST EXAM of the YEAR?

b : Everyone in class, but YOU.... That's who.

I really DON'T understand, I used to be GOOD at this. I used to be able to pick up a book and study for TWO hours straight, THREE times a day, FIVE times a week.

a : WHAT happened to ME?!?

b : Do you REALLY wanna know?

I'll have to end here today Darling. I have to pull myself out of this rut and hit the books SOMETIME today.....I'll blog the next I can.  :D



Untitled

*Of all the things I could have written, I choose this...

The First is cool, calm, collected,
It feels nothing,
It claims indifference,
It doesn't get bruised or scorched, or tainted,
One either loves it or hates it,
If one should meet the First,
Act cocky and challenge its empty threats,
But do not provoke.

The Second is torn between the devil and the Red Sea,
It is indecisive, quick to judge and to find fault in others,
It is introverted and antisocial,
If ever one is thrown into a situation involving the Second,
Tread carefully and trust no one.

The Third however, is rarely seen,
The Third needs to be forced to show itself,
Its a tortured soul,
trapped inside the walls of its mind,
desperately trying to break free,
Its expression, morbid,
Its eyes, bloodshot,
If one should encounter the Third,
sobbing, with tears streaming down its face,
It just needs someone to lean on.

They all have strengths and weaknesses,
One has to follow the rules to make it out alive,
While each differs in personality,
They all share one thing in common :
Me.

Vitamin String Quartet - Yellow (Coldplay)

I would have never stumbled upon the joy that is the Vitamin String Quartet had it not have been for a conversation with our friendly neighbourhood Tharan. Thank you SO much Tharan Boy! May the Force Be With You!
Now, before TODAy, I absolutely HATED the sound of the violin.... But the Vitamin String Quartet has cured me! I cant stop listening to it. Its AMAZING! They can cover everything from Coldplay to Linkin Park to Lady Gaga and manage to make it sound as good if not better than the original.
Enjoy! :D

Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over (Lyrics)

I first heard this song in an ad for the movie "Eat Pray Love" on TV and I was hooked. I know at first it sounds a bit like wailing, but it really is an awsome song. It grows on you really quick. I LOVE IT! Oh ya, and the vid is lyrics bacause thats the only way I understood what the singer was saying. Enjoy.....I know i did! :D

3 Years + Hard work + Blood, Sweat and Tears (on my part) + Me = 7A's

Well its finally here, the great PMR. Honestly, I thought I would be much more freaked than this.... I feel much calmer than the good ol UPSR days. I could even sleep properly the day before the exam, (and that's saying something cause I can NEVER SLEEP properly). I really, really, really, really, really NEED 7A's for this. On results day, I want to be jumping up and down and screaming, shouting and moaning (in the words of Mr Rueben). I just have to do it la. I cant explain how much i need this. I don't want to be looking back and regretting that I didn't get 7A's. (I HATE regretting). So like that la.... I just needed to write it down/type it down. I'll blog the next I'm free. Wish me luck! :D

Quiet Blues - Piano Solo by Luca Sestak

This guy is AMAZING! He's the best blues pianist I've found on Youtube and he's only 14 years old. Im speechless! Bravo! Bravo! :D

Bright Burning Flame

Gravity,
It pulls anything and everything within its reach,
Not too long ago,
Like gravity, You pulled me,
Anything and everything towards You.

I can hear sad love songs whenever I think about You,
What we had was good - or so I thought,
What we had meant something - perhaps just for me,
I loved You and You loved me - at least, I thought You did.

It pains me sometimes,
To think about it,
But maturity comes with experience,
And Lord knows I've had experience,
So the whole experience - Our whole experience,
Does that make me more mature?
Perhaps a little more wise?
Or does it make me cautious?
Careful instead of mature,
Careful not to fall back into the cozy idea of You and me?

You've moved on,
Now that I know that,
Perhaps one day, just maybe,
I'll move on too, maybe,
I'll be able to let You go, maybe,
I'll fall out of Your gravity.

And that day,
The day that Your gravity has no more effect on me,
The day Your gravity doesn't pull me anymore,
That Day,
I am Free.

To My Beloved John

You're leaving, I cant believe it,
I don't want to believe it,
Its the awful truth, The fact no one wants to face,
But then again,
Do we really have a choice?

Every now and then, life hands us a surprise, a reality,
And its just too good to be true,
An unimaginable joy and its something You don't wanna let go,
That reality is Not true,
That feeling of unimaginable joy is Not true,
But Heartbreak, That's true.

There shall come a time, when u realise as i did,
That life WILL come up and bite you in the as*,
As it had so easily given,
It shall as easily take.

Silence has a sound,
And in the absence of your presence, Silence screams into my eardrums,
Taunting me,
Reminding me that I no longer can shield myself under the cover of your noise.

Love is a very strange thing,
Be wary of love and tread carefully, Its not safe territory,
And only a handful make it out alive,
Love creeps up behind you and grabs you, Knocking all the breath out of you,
Its a tingling feeling, reaching up to the tips of your fingers,
But child, Do not be fooled,
For feelings like that are only masks,
Feelings like that slowly rid you of what little sanity you have left,
And in the end, after its all gone,
You'll find yourself gasping for air,
The one breath of air,
That you'll Never get.

Maksim's Claudine on Piano

One of my favourite songs. Enjoy! :D

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know (piano cover)

I only hope to be able to play this good. But not all hope is lost! Somewhere in the not too distant future, I'll learn to play it. Just watch me.. : D

It's My Life

My personality can be expressed in a million ways. The more common ways are through art, music and writing and poetry. I suppose, I made this blog to let loose - To have a place of free expression. This blog is a way for everyone else to see the world through my eyes, to understand the world the way I do, and to explore it in my shoes.

It IS My Life....