Sunday, May 22, 2011

Ive Converted, Im now a Bublist

People, (yes, that means you), Ive said it once before and I will say it again,

I LOVE MICHAEL BUBLE.

The man can sing gibberish and I would still adore him! HE made the 'Spiderman Theme Song' sound sexy!  HE is the reason Canada is HOT! (For those unfortunate souls who don't know, MB is from Canada).  HE plays a big part in my love for jazz! HE helped me rediscover Sinatra! And come on, lets face it, HE's just so damn hot!

Yes, he IS married (to some 24 year old TWIT!) but hey, what's divorce for? XD XP




I had nothing to do while I was doing add maths



STILL nothing to do while doing add maths

How could you not LOVE him in this suit! And LOOK at his GORGEOUS smile!

I HAVE THIS ALBUM!!
His voice can HEAL PEOPLE!!

PHYSICs - ALLY CHALLENGED

I have been a laying around like a sack of LAZY this whole day. My body REFUSED to do what my mind said.

Mind : GET UP! Time for Sunday school!
Body : Shut UP! *falls back to sleep*

Mind : Pay Attention! She's teaching!  
Body : I've finally learnt to sleep with my eyes open! *falls back to sleep*

Mind : Come on, time to practice piano!
Body : *Pretends not to hear and remains eerily still*


So, you can see what kind of a predicament I'm in. Ive got alot of Inertia today.

Inertia is defined as the ability to resist change and remain constant.



So I have been inertia - ing the whole damn day. Ive done NOTHING productive this whole day. Ive been resisting change in every possible way and remaining in my constant state of high-ness. 

     On the upside, Ive joined kawat and I find it to be pretty damn fun. Ive never done it before and its rather exciting. I feel like I belong. Getting horribly sun burnt, is an unfortunate side effect. Maybe I should bring sunblock! YES! THAT'S THE KEY! Its not like I need ANYMORE colour right now.  Thank God for SUNBLOCK!! weeeeeeee!!

    Ive got nothing more to report for this week. I'll blog when something interesting happens. Peace XD!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

The Element Of Freedom

THANK YOU LORD! The exams are FINALLY finished! weeeee!! Freedom is MINE! I can just taste it! I'm refusing to think about the results, let alone open day, so I'm going to just relish in the moment! The last paper was Chemistry. Paper 2 was OK, but the calculations in Paper 1 was screwed up la! But, to DATE, the worst paper would have to be the most wonderful, ADD MATHS. I left TWO whole pages of log questions, BLANK! *dum dum dum dum!!* Its a guaranteed fail.

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But Bio went OKAY (only cause I actually studied for it, unlike add maths) .... So I'd like to get my results fast! 
 
 

Trying to study BIO!

 
 

An attempt at Add Maths


There, now I have evidence that some work was actually done!

     Now, moving on to more pressing matters, Pirates Of The Caribbean 4 is OUT! I MUST catch it!

Don't you just LOVE Johnny Depp?

No?

Well, I DO!


Now off to watch re-runs of Glee!

Peace XD!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

9 Things I Like To Do In The Shower

      You know how most people like to stand in the shower and bathe? Well, I don't. I DO still bathe in the shower, but I do alot of other things at the same time. I MULTITASK! Its the job requirement of the future, so I figure I'd start now! 
      
     I like to : 

1. Think about my life and other crap like that 
    - I once thought up a 7 stanza poem in my head, in the shower

2. Sing! (off key)
    - My somewhat melodious tunes are usually Michael Buble

3. Talk
    - To myself of course!

4. Listen to music
    - The music comes from my handphone, which is perched on a chair, far, far, FAR away  from the water


If I don't have my handphone, then I.....

5. Listen to the music in my head
    - Its like Hitz.fm up there

When I'm feeling sad, I......

6. Cry
   - So that I cant tell the difference between my tears and the water

7. Worry about all the things I have to do when I get OUT of the shower

8. Wish I had a bathtub

And my personal favourite.....

9. Dance!
   - To whatever music and whatever rhythm


Peace XD
               

Monday, May 16, 2011

Man Bai - Kau Ilham Ku



Please DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS as soon as you see Melayu di atas ya... Normally, I would be the first one to criticize and brush aside any trace of BM music. I don't watch, listen to or tolerate the people, the language and the culture.  BUT, I do love good music, and this song is QUITE GOOD. One of the better lagu Melayu.  I love the chorus!

          Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajah mu,
         Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan dengan mu,

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Tales Of A Love Long Lost

I hate you,
Do you know that?
I hate you so much,
I will refrain from spewing profanity,
But its eating through my last reserves of will power.

You make my blood boil and my temperature drop,
You make my motor functions halt,
And I get this tingly feeling in my toes,
You make me lose all my self respect,
And when I catch your eye,
I lose my breath.

Its been two years,
What's wrong with me?
I wish you'd just move away,
Or maybe break a leg (literally)
I wish you the fire from Dante's hell,
And the wrath from Satan and Lucifer who live up the road.

For it is only because of you,
That now,
My brain governs my heart,
And not the other way around.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Praise God, The Internet Is Back!

'Osama bin Laden was shot and killed by US CIA agent' and the Malaysian news have a smoking orang utan on the front cover. Way to go Malaysian publications. (I wouldn't push the limit so as to call you a 'newspaper' because that would mean that you actually print news)

.......... *short pause*.........Well, Its GOOD to be back!

     My social self has been resurrected and new life has been granted upon my lowly self..... THE INTERNET IS BACK!! A lightning bolt struck my house....TWICE.... and fried EVERYTHING. The TV, the Internet, Astro. Seven days and seven nights without the Internet.... I thought I would have shrivelled up and died in a corner somewhere, but 'The Time Traveler's Wife' kept me company! Speaking of which..... HENRY IS GOING TO DIE!! NOO!!! He cant die, cause then he'd leave Clare and Alba all alone! I cant take it! I'll finish the book and tell you exactly how he dies.
     After 'The Time Traveler's Wife', I'll start on 'The Lincoln Lawyer'. Mummy says its a good book.... We'll see lah.
    
    Can You believe it.....exams are around the freaking corner.....AGAIN. I mean, we just had exams in April and now they want summore exams. Haiyo. Bio until Chapter 4 - Freaking Chemical Composition of the Freaking Cell. Chem until Chapter 4 - The Freaking Periodic Table (Until Group 18...Thank GOD!). Physics - GOT freaking PAPER 3. Moral - 2 bloody bidang coming out also. Shoot me la....

    AND ANOTHER THING.... the music exams - Practical AND Theory in August. 3 freaking songs, plus scales (oh God) plus arpeggios plus singing and clapping and what not. My first song, 'Air' - I'm having so much trouble keeping tempo and flow... DAMN YOU BACH!!

    Oh well, I just wanted to announce the revival of my Internet to the world. I'll blog the next I can. Peace. XD
    

Friday, April 15, 2011

'Oh, These Times Are Hard. Yeah They're Makin Us Crazy, Dont Give Up On Me Baby'



     I love The Script, they write music about life, love and rejection. Their music really speaks to me. This is a piano cover of the song  'For The First Time' by The Script. The actual song does not sound quite as sad as this piano cover. When I first heard it, it brought back memories of this dark place in my life that I never really got over.

     It was a few years ago, I was severely depressed. I couldn't eat, sleep, or even think properly. I remember alot of crying. That was all I did, just cry. Cry to sleep, cry to get up, cry in the shower. I was in a bad mood all the time and I didn't feel like doing anything at anytime. It was so bad that I can still remember the smell of the soap that I was using during that time. I now associate that smell with feeling depressed. I have since, stopped purchasing that soap. 

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     That period of depression really changed me. In good ways and bad. I'm now, much more optimistic about life and its outcome. Granted, I'm not a flaming bright ball of fun and joy, but I appreciate more, I live in the present, instead of trying to go back to an irreversible past to change it, and most importantly, I love more.

  Close your eyes
   Take a deep breath
   Its gonna be okay

          Peace.          

Friday, April 8, 2011

I Admit

Are you afraid?
Afraid of spiders?
Afraid of the dark?
Afraid of heights?

What about imperfection?
What about failure?
What about incompetence?
Are you afraid of these?

I am

Afraid of knowing that I'm not good enough,
Afraid of knowing that I'll never be good enough,
Afraid of always being second best.

Doubt,
In confidence,
Self loathing,
Been there,
Done that.  

I'm scared, 
I'm lost, 
Help me find my way out, 
Help me get out of my own head. 

Help.

'Defeat never comes to any man until he admits it.'
I admit.

Monday, April 4, 2011

A Letter To Add Maths

Dear Add Maths,
Why do you torment me so?
Cant you just leave me alone?
Don't you see that I just don't want to be told,
To find your x,
To get the relation,
To even understand what a quadratic function with a minimum point and y-intercept is,
Stop bossing me around or
I'll set you on fire,
Literally.

                                                                                                      Yours truly,
  
                                                                                     

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Glee - Trouty Mouth



Naya Rivera is amazing. FIRST, her voice is fantastic! SECOND, she sang THIS song with a straight face. Woah man.


Santana: This is a song that I wrote for Sam, its called trouty mouth
Sam: Wait, what's its called
Mike: Trouty mouth

Here are the lyrics so you really understand what she's saying
Guppy face, trouty mouth
Is that how people’s lips look where you come from in the South?

Grouper mouth, froggy lips
I love suckin’ on those salamander lips

Wanna put a fish hook in those lips so cherry red
If you tried hard enough you could suck a baby’s head


Friday, March 25, 2011

The SPM Song


This song truly explains how I feel about MY SPM. I wont give up and I wont let other people tell me I cant do it. The song's actual name is 'Defying Gravity' by Glee. Enjoy :D


Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game

Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
'cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost

Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
Bring me down!



If I Survive Next Week, I'll Blog

Oh no..... Exams are next week..... I'm screwed, like literally screwed. I have studied (if you count studying, ONE WEEK before the exam, then yes.... i have). Oh God..... The amount of work I did was so minuscule and in such a rush.... I think for Bio, Chem, Physics Eng, and BM i should be alright. But for my favourite subjects like Moral, Sejarah and the most wonderful ADD Maths, I'm screwed. The amount of work that I know for Add Maths is so LITTLE, that I'd just screw the paper.....haiz

Anyway, moving on, the SPM results came out this week and I was assigned to 5E, first class of Arts Stream. It was not bad, although it would have been more exciting to get a higher class. At about 10.30am they came rushing in. The first fella who sat down at 5E got about 7A's I think. Not bad, but that wouldn't cut it if it was me. If I even got one B, Id never forgive myself and Id regret forEVER. (God, I sound like such a nerd XD). The ex-students looked great.... I saw these girls who used to BUG MY LIFE cause they didn't complete physical and I met this guy who was very very nice to me but never pulled down his sleeves.... He has orange hair now..... I met my old seniors, Michelle, Pui Li, Rachel, Yap.... BUT, the best thing about this had to be skipping Chem and Bio.

Also, seeing all these people and their results gave me SEMANGAT to study and get my grades... I want to be one of those people jumping up and down and running around like some spastic child.....and If I DO cry, its cause I got 10A+....... Oh and I also want my darling to do well too.....You see, my darling wants to be a doctor, so we both have to do very very well. I know she can do it. That one is much more hardworking than I am... You cant imagine the amount of work and effort she put into maths last year... (unfortunately, maths is her weak subject)... The work paid off, my darling got A for maths. :D She told me that when OUR SPM comes out, I have to push her in a wheelchair, she'll faint at pintu depan....lol....

So, wish me luck for next week's exam.... If I survive, I'll BLOG. :D

Friday, March 18, 2011

Michael Buble - Stardust (with Naturally 7)



Before I go on, you must understand something... I LOVE MICHAEL BUBLE. I absolutely ADORE HIM. There's just something about his voice, he's so suave and he KNOWS what real music is. He can sing LIVE, as well as his studio albums and NOT many artists today can pull that off. I would NOT say that he's as good as Frank Sinatra. NO ONE IS. But he's pretty damn close. 

I love this song. Its so soothing and so calming. The part I love the MOST is the starting. From 0.00 to 0.18. Naturally 7 start off all together in harmony then they break out into different voices at 0.08. THEN, out of NOWHERE, Michael Buble comes in at 0.15. The first time I heard it, I loved Michael Buble even more (if thats possible). At 0.15, he sounded so much like Sinatra (not quite Sinatra, but so so much alike).....

Doesnt HE make you melt?
:D

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Michael's Medley

Oh, I'm so glad that you came,
You reignited my love for it once again,
A love I never thought existed,
Whenever I hear you,
Its Some Kind of Wonderful,
I love it when we Sway,
Fly Me to the Moon darling,
And we'll Moondance till the End of May.

Lets just get Lost,
Beneath the stars,
Hold On to my hand,
and For Once in My Life,
I wont let go.

Darling,
If You Don't Know Me by now,
I'll Never Smile Again,
I could only Wish You Love,
But know,
You're Always on My Mind.

Before the night is over,
Wont you Save the Last Dance for Me,
Cause Baby You've Got What it Takes,
We've got love, love, love, love, Crazy Love,
Even Mack the Knife couldn't keep us apart.

Can you feel that Summer Wind?
That's All I could need tonight,
We've got that Crazy Thing Called Love.

Please don't Call Me Irresponsible,
I could never bear the thought,
Just Come Fly With Me,
Lest I'd Cry you a River.

I think Ive got a Fever,
I dunno,
Its Feeling Good.

Oh I'm so glad you came,
But I'm so sad you're gone.
Its alright Love,
I'll be alright.

-An idea put on paper when the power went out- :D

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

When Malas-ness Takes Control

Oh Wow.... Two postings in two days, I'm on a roll. I was just sitting around thinking about the meaning of life (Yeah RIGHT) when I decided to blog. I am feeling an immense amount of G.U.I.L.T. as I sit here and type about my crap for the world to see. I am SUPPOSED to be doing some work (you know studying and revising for that CRAPPY exam coming up) but I'm here, typing. Its not a very good feeling. I just feel so MALAS!!   I have absolutely NO MOOD to do ANY studying at all, in my life, EVER AGAIN. *DIE*

......I get that feeling of impending doom whenever something like this happens. I already told Mummy that I'd let the sinking ships sink and save the others. (and by sinking ship I mean ADD MATHS, SEJARAH and my favourite MORAL).... But I cant even focus on the ships that I'm supposed to save (i.e. Bio, Chem, Phys, Eng, BM, and Modern Maths)! That's like SIX A's...

a : And HONESTLY, who EVER gets 6A's for the FIRST EXAM of the YEAR?

b : Everyone in class, but YOU.... That's who.

I really DON'T understand, I used to be GOOD at this. I used to be able to pick up a book and study for TWO hours straight, THREE times a day, FIVE times a week.

a : WHAT happened to ME?!?

b : Do you REALLY wanna know?

I'll have to end here today Darling. I have to pull myself out of this rut and hit the books SOMETIME today.....I'll blog the next I can.  :D


Monday, November 15, 2010

Untitled

*Of all the things I could have written, I choose this...

The First is cool, calm, collected,
It feels nothing,
It claims indifference,
It doesn't get bruised or scorched, or tainted,
One either loves it or hates it,
If one should meet the First,
Act cocky and challenge its empty threats,
But do not provoke.

The Second is torn between the devil and the Red Sea,
It is indecisive, quick to judge and to find fault in others,
It is introverted and antisocial,
If ever one is thrown into a situation involving the Second,
Tread carefully and trust no one.

The Third however, is rarely seen,
The Third needs to be forced to show itself,
Its a tortured soul,
trapped inside the walls of its mind,
desperately trying to break free,
Its expression, morbid,
Its eyes, bloodshot,
If one should encounter the Third,
sobbing, with tears streaming down its face,
It just needs someone to lean on.

They all have strengths and weaknesses,
One has to follow the rules to make it out alive,
While each differs in personality,
They all share one thing in common :
Me.

Friday, October 29, 2010

Vitamin String Quartet - Yellow (Coldplay)



I would have never stumbled upon the joy that is the Vitamin String Quartet had it not have been for a conversation with our friendly neighbourhood Tharan. Thank you SO much Tharan Boy! May the Force Be With You!
Now, before TODAy, I absolutely HATED the sound of the violin.... But the Vitamin String Quartet has cured me! I cant stop listening to it. Its AMAZING! They can cover everything from Coldplay to Linkin Park to Lady Gaga and manage to make it sound as good if not better than the original.
Enjoy! :D

Monday, October 11, 2010

Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over (Lyrics)



I first heard this song in an ad for the movie "Eat Pray Love" on TV and I was hooked. I know at first it sounds a bit like wailing, but it really is an awsome song. It grows on you really quick. I LOVE IT! Oh ya, and the vid is lyrics bacause thats the only way I understood what the singer was saying. Enjoy.....I know i did! :D

Friday, October 8, 2010

3 Years + Hard work + Blood, Sweat and Tears (on my part) + Me = 7A's

Well its finally here, the great PMR. Honestly, I thought I would be much more freaked than this.... I feel much calmer than the good ol UPSR days. I could even sleep properly the day before the exam, (and that's saying something cause I can NEVER SLEEP properly). I really, really, really, really, really NEED 7A's for this. On results day, I want to be jumping up and down and screaming, shouting and moaning (in the words of Mr Rueben). I just have to do it la. I cant explain how much i need this. I don't want to be looking back and regretting that I didn't get 7A's. (I HATE regretting). So like that la.... I just needed to write it down/type it down. I'll blog the next I'm free. Wish me luck! :D